If you have found yourself on an endless cycle that continually spirals downward. Take heart! Their is a key, walking in the light of truth produces liberty. Though it seems confining, and appears to restrict, it destroys the cycle that enslaves and addicts. Get under the cover of the blood of Jesus Christ. It will radically destroy the affects of addictions in your life. There is an exit, it’s in the light of doing the truth, for God has your freedom in mind. You don’t need to try to escape anymore. Head strait for the light.
John 3:21 King James Version (KJV)
21 But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that it may be made manifest that his deeds are wrought in God.